Learn More About Radioactive Lead Poisoning!

First off, Radioactive Lead Poisoning is a very weird person. And you can doubt that all you want, and that's fine, but you should still take a peek at Radioactive Lead Poisoning's indentifying characteristics besides the obvious!:

Radioactive Lead Poisoning is a female (she/her) nerd who spends her time daydreaming about her hyperfixaions and her perfect future which will never happen. There is no reason in the world why you should know her, because she is pretty much a nobody. She's not even sure her friends care about her.

She also believes that everyone is equal! She believes everyone deserves to be treated the same and like everyone else. Unless they're a, pardon my French, a big poopy-pants. She is also athiest and is a solely-English speaker (however, she is learning Deutsch, auch.)

If I think of any more, I will add some. But for now, here are my interests! (not in order):

Woah. Okay that's a lot. If any of them confused you, fear not! For I will describe them now (or click on one of them to see a specific one):

WARNING:

I am a MAJOR yapper

Saw

I love Saw so much. I already made this website that you should totally check out of me yapping about the making of Saw and honestly I don't care how long it is or how many mistakes there are because it is my favorite movie franchise EVER!

And yes, I am aware that a lot of the movies in the franchise are pretty terrible (Saw 3D, Spiral, Jigsaw? I've heard mixed opinions on that one), some of them are pretty good! Plus, they somehow got their hands on a pretty good cast: Cary Elwes (The Princess Bride), Shawnee Smith (The Blob (198whatever)), Donnie Wahlberg (the Backstreet Boys idk), Scott Patterson (Gilmore Girls), Devon Bostick (Diary of a Wimpy Kid), Danny Glover (Lethal Weapon), and probably a lot more that I'm forgetting about. And also its just a really good franchise please watch it please please please please pleaseeeeee

Colors

I know what you're thinking: colors? dude, EVERYONE likes colors. I know, I know. But something about certain colors, together, makes me happy. Colors are also very important to our everyday lives. Your clothes have colors on them, art has colors on it, everything has colors. If you made it or not, it has colors. The dirt is brown and the leaves are green, and they, just like everything else, have colors. But some colors in specific make me very happy. For example,

Green + Purple

Something about the contrast of these two colors is just beautiful, like the brightness of the green and the brightness of the purple, two colors that you never see together are finally seen together, and it makes the two of them look so contrasting yet so great. Y'know?

I mean, look at it! It's so pretty! It looks like punk but a weirder version of it, since it is less dark and more bright... but not bright in the sense of more white but bright in the sense of there are no muted colors but instead just the brightness of the color and that is all you see. Y'know?

idk. It's pretty hard to explain

Light Pink + Dark Grey

And yes, I say grey. Not gray. Gray is a name of a person, not a color. In my opinion, anyways.

This can go for a pink picture with a grey hue or just pink and grey in general. I don't know why I like this one either. I think it also ties to the Gloomy Coquette/Morute aesthetic that I'm gonna talk to you guys about in a second, but I think that they give off a dreamstate kind of vibe. But not dreamstate as in bright colors that are obviously too bright and offsetting but the vibe where you aren't in a dream but everything looks like you're in a dream, like it's too pretty or too sad or too cold or too something to be real life but it's too real to be a dream.

I also like how it brings a dark vibe to the pink, dainty color by adding grey. It just mutes everything down. It's pink, yes, it's dainty and beautiful. But it's grey. It's muck and it's dark and it's not dainty but it's sad. But the pink brings the daintiness and makes it beautiful but it's grey so it's dark so no one really can tell what these colors are trying to do. Be beautiful? Be dainty? Be dark? Be looming? I don't know. I think it's pretty that way.

White + Gold

I think this one is a lot easier to explain than the other ones. This color combo has always been used and has always been beautiful. I think a main reason for this is the fact that gold, the color, comes from gold, the mineral, and gold means riches. And white is the usual color of churches or castles and castles are beeautiful, and so naturally the mix of the rich gold and the gorgeous castles will be pretty in our eyes. I think so, anyway.

Yeah, idk. I think this also ties back to the old times, where castles and gold were for the rich and painters and statue-makers and other artists were very important back then, because it was art and art was important. So the gold and the white of the walls were considered artwork, so that might also be a part of it. But again, idk. They could also just look nice together.

Dark Blue, Green, and Red

Now we start our not-together section, where we still talk about colors but not palettes

Let's start with dark blue, since it's the first thing that I listed. I really like the color blue, but something about the dark of the blue is just so majestic and beautiful. I would talk about the color blue itself but I'm going to do that anyway so I don't think it's necessary.

Also I feel like it's dark enough to go with mostly any light color. Mostly. Maybe not light red, since light red doesn't look very good to begin with, or light purple because those two colors just kind of clash. But all the other light colors will go pretty well with dark blue, I think.

Now imma talk about dark green. Although I feel like dark green goes with less colors since it's less dark and more green, I still think it's gorgeous. It's mostly because, and this also goes for dark blue, you never really see dark green naturally. You see lots and lots of green, like the grass and the leaves, but you never see dark green, since dark green isn't really in any flowers or plants or anything. So I guess it's beautiful in the fact that it's rare. Also because it's just a pretty color, but I guess you can say that for any color anyway.

Last but not least, dark red. I usually associate dark red with wine, and wine with riches, and riches with beauty. And don't get me wrong, things don't have to be rich to be beautiful. But it's not beauty as in people-beauty or new-beauty, but as in old-art beauty. And that ties back to what I said about white + gold, and how old places and old things can be more beautiful than new things. Y'know? Idk, it's hard to explain. I just think it's pretty.

Now finally...

Blue!

Blue is my favorite color of all time. My favorite flavor of blue is dark blue, but I like really bright blue (like literally #0000ff/#00f) and light blue, but not really much any generic blue (like #0080ff). But I think the reason I like blue the best is because it is so rare in nature. I mean, what in nature is blue? The sky, yes, but only for some of the day. Blueberries aren't very common, and neither are blue flowers. So I think that blue is beautiful in the way that it is rare, like how I explained for dark green, and that you can't really find blue in nature and idk. I just think it's pretty that way.

Dum-Dums

I don't really know how this addiction started but I've been collecting Dum-Dum wrappers for a while now, and my collection has grown a lot. So I felt like I should know something about Dum-Dums, and now I'm basically their number one fan!

Yeah. Idrk what else to say. I collect Dum-Dum wrappers and I really like Dum-Dums! I want to hold a convention someday where I buy twenty-billion Dum-Dums and anyone can come and the only way to pay to get it is to NOT throw away your wrapper and instead put it in a bag that is set up somewhere and at the end I'll get twenty-billion Dum-Dum wrappers!

Also, if you care, here's the Dum-Dum website if you wanna go check it out: https://www.dumdumpops.com/

Clowns/Circus

idk dude. I just find their aesthetic warming. And warning. Warning and warming. Idk.

Especially the old circuses with the hue of yellow and the looks like it's been old and worn before and the look of everyone, and how they look so strange through an old lense of a camera. Like they're not real, but you know they are because circuses were popular. Y'know?

Like, it's creepy but welcoming. You're supposed to be taken aback by the weirdness of it all, and you are, and that's what makes it spooky and welcoming. You're curious but scared. Y'know?

It's very hard to explain this without pictures from Pinterest that show exactly what I'm trying to capture so I think I'm gonna put one here.

Aliens/Cryptids/Urban Legends

Idk. They freak me out. It's fun.

My favorite urban legend is the Licked Hand, but the first time I read it I knew it as "the Jersey Devil", where (SPOILERS!)the jersey devil was the one licking the girl's hand, and the message instead was "the jersey devil can lick hands too", but honestly I like the original version better. My second favorite is probably Polybius and then the Bunny Man. I got into urban legends because my neighbor had a book full of them (that I can't find anywhere...) and I used to read them all the time before they moved.

The cryptid obsession evolved from my previous mythical creature obsession, where I was obsessed with mythical creatures and imagined what it would be like if they were real. However, when I learned about cryptids, my mind probably exploded. They're just like mythical creatures, but they ARE real. Maybe. I'm not sure what my favorite cryptid is, but I do like the chupacabra a lot.

Same with aliens. But this started when my 6th grade science teacher who was only there for one year decided to start a UFO club, which was basically where we ate candy and tried to talk to aliens. And at the end, we all got top-secret files telling us about our, and other people's encounters, and some of those were, like, wild. Then I took a break. Then in eighth grade, I revisited them and decided that I actually really like aliens. I enjoy the concept of them, and if they were real, I wouldn't be surprised. My 6th grade science teacher said that there was a 90% chance of life on another planet, anyway. And that also makes sense. TONS of other solar systems, TONS of other habitable zones, makes sense. Even if it's just a fungus that does nothing except reproduce and die, that's an alien.

Aesthetics

Got a lot of these to. Sorry.

Dreamcore/Weirdcore

A lot of people get mad when others mix these two up. "Oh, do you REALLY like weirdcore, or are you talking about dreamcore?". Stuff like that. Well, what if I just REALLY like both? Huh? Is that allowed?

Anyway. Yes. I REALLY like weirdcore, along with REALLY liking dreamcore, so imma talk about both

Weirdcore! Idrk why I like this one. I just like the weirdness of it all, I guess. It's weird and it's like a spiral of subconscious but in a calming kind of way. Okay I guess I don't really know what I'm talking about it just looks cool okay.

Dreamcore! I like weirdcore more because it looks weirder and I'm into that, but dreamcore is way deeper, in my opinion. Like, dreamcore comes with a dreamstate, a state where you feel safe because nobody's around and all you have is yourself, old, new, or both, and it can be seen as peaceful in that way to some people. But it also just makes you feel weird. Like, weirdcore LOOKS weird, but dreamcore FEELS weird. Y'know? It might be the nostalgia that you might have or might have not experienced before, or it could be fact that it makes you feel alone and it makes you feel like everything is a dream. But something about it FEELS off, not LOOKS off, like weirdcore. And when those things mess with my subconscious like that, man. I need some time to recover.

Gloomy Coquette/Morute

This makes me feel less weird and more peaceful, however hard that is to understand.

I'm not gonna start with any of them, because they're both really similar to me. The only difference is that gloomy coquette is just coquette with a depressed, sad aspect to it, but morute is fully coquette, without the gloom, but also more violent. Idk I guess imma explain through photos again.

Gloomy coquette. Y'see? Gloom. No violence or violent feel. Just... gloom. And also going back to the Light Pink + Grey section of Colors, too. It just feels gloomy for no exact reason but the lighting and maybe the face or expression of the person, or their makeup or their outfit or whatever. But mostly, it's just coquette but something about the setting, coloring, or person is a little off.

Morute. More violent. Y'see?

Also I would like to add that these two overlap a lot, and basically the only factor is that most of the time, gloomy coquette isn't scary or anything, just grey and gloomy and maybe a little offputting. A good example of this is maybe a girl in a pretty white dress is putting bows in her hair. You can't see her reflection and the room around her is pink, but there's a grey and mysterious tint to it.

Then there's morute, which would be like gloomy coquette, but instead of the girl putting bows in her hair she would have a bloody knife, cutting off her hair. You see?

And there's also a lot of overlap. A good example of this is that a girl in a pretty pink dress is wearing, like, a gas mask or something. Violence, ish, but also just gloomy.

Whatever. Imma keep going.

Old, pretty castles and jewels and stuff

Mostly just pretty cathedrals and pretty dresses and stuff. This overlaps a lot with the White + Gold and Dark Blue, Green, and Red sections of Colors, like how it's rich and old and beautiful that way.

Yeah idrk what else to say. Would I wear stuff like this ever? No. Do I still think it's breathtakingly gorgeous and shouldn't be frowned upon any longer? Absolutely.

Cutesy and Dainty

The word most commonly used would be "coquette", but I don't really mean coquette. I mean dainty like a fawn, scrawny legs and always scared, falling over itself. Don't get me wrong, I do love the "not fragile like a flower, fragile like a bomb" kind of midset, but I just think that this one is so beautiful.

Dainty like the woods, mysterious and beautiful. Dainty like a creature's love, unbreaking and never difficult. Beautiful, cute, dainty. Idk.

Not even Pinterest could capture what I was feeling. Yeesh. If Pinterest can't do it then I bet it's impossible for you guys to understand. Welp. I hope You could speeze a little meaning out of what I just said.

Biohazardous Radioactivity

Since pretty recently, I have grown a major addiction to the CBRNE things, which is short for Chemical, Biological, Radioactive (that's me!), Nuclear, and Explosives, which refers to the weapons of mass destruction: toxic Chemicals, Biological pathogens, Radioactive materials, Nuclear explosives, and high-yield Explosives. It used to be CBRN, which is just without the explosives, and before that it was NBC, Nuclear, Biological, and Chemical, and before THAT it was ABC, Atomic, Biological, and Chemical. I really wanna do more research on them but since it's a recent fixation, I haven't had the chance to. Also because of this thing.

Also, this is a handbook of everything I just said except there's actual information on it: https://www.unodc.org/documents/Maritime_crime/CBRN_Handbook.pdf

Poetry

I love poetry. I have analysing it in English class, because I swear the teacher just yaps and then somehow connects it to the poetry through a long line of things that don't go together. But I like writing poetry, and if it's poetry I can actually understand, and it's pretty and not dumb, I really tend to like it. I even write poetry. I won't share it, since it's actually horrendous to just lay your eyes on it, but it's the thought that ocunts, right? So you can just go ahead and keep thinking about it WITHOUT having to look at it!

The Backrooms

If you don't know the backrooms, then are you even online? But here's a link anyway: Backrooms.

Every time, I forget about the backrooms and then I remember them and then love them again. This goes a lot with the Weirdcore/Dreamcore Aesthetics section, and how it just keeps going and going... The whole thing is basically a puzzle that's impossible to solve. Would I like to no-clip into the backrooms? Realistically... no. I would probably pee on myself and die in the first 20 seconds because I make too much noise. But unrealistically... absolutely! It would be a big adventure... all my myself! Will I get bored? Probably. But not with the ever-changing rooms!

Idk. I'm probably delusional.

Coding

Idk. I like coding.

I have only learned HTML and CSS so far, and not even that well, but I want to learn to make a website where you type a genre of a movie and maybe some things about it and then BAM! You get a whole bunch of movie recommendations. How will I do that? No clue. Python, maybe?

You see, I have no idea what the other coding languages even do. But am I willing to learn? Right now, no. But maybe later!

Anatomy/Doctor stuff idk

I really like Doctor Mike. Does that explain enough?

Im not sure if I want to be a doctor, even though it pays pretty good and I AM interested in being stacked, but I am really interested in anatomy and that kind of stuff.

Idk. The human body is just so cool and I feel like exploring it would be kind of fun.

Okay I made that sound really weird. As in, like, learning about the organs and the parts of the body and how they function.

Okay it's getting worse. Y'know what I was trying to get at, right?

Ugly Websites

I'm talking, like, from the 90's. UGLY, ugly. With those ugly GIFs and all. And those were actually the inspiration of this website. I know that might be hard to believe, given the delicate nature of this website, but it's as true as true can get.

And also because the book I got all my code from is from 2011 and also I don't want to try that hard to make a website so here we are.

I know you did not read all of that. But alas, I guess I am not one to judge. If you ACTUALLY read all of that, then here is a stamp for you:

I am going by the HONOR SYSTEM because I'm not good at coding, or else I would make it more complicated. I am trusting you.

Copy the code here:

Also if you lie about this then you are getting ripped apart by coconut crabs tonight.

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