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DIVIDER MEANINGS BC IDK WHAT TO PUT IN THIS COLUMN
Transition to a sub-fantasy (ie a 0.5)
Transition to a new fantasy
IK YALL COULD PROBABLY TELL THAT ALREADY BUT IDK WHAT TO PUT HERE SO HERE YOU GO
Fantasy 1: Area 51
I've always been interested in aliens and UFOs and such but it hasn't been since 6th grade since I've been thinking about it. This is because my 6th grade science teacher was pretty into aliens and he started a UFO club where we would talk about aliens and stuff.
Anyway, one bus ride home the bus driver took a new route and went past this creepy research facility and ever since then for some reason I decided that "hey! area 51 sound pretty fun!!!"
I mean, you get to work at a place that people know almost nothing about. And also since watching Elephant (2002) I've been wanting to like "know" a place and whats cooler than to "know" Area 51?
Also, I've been interested in working with the CIA and mostly biology and psychology and things like that, and from what I've heard that's what Area 51 is all about!
Idek if this is a real job but imagine knowing area 51 and saying that you work there without ACTUALLY doing anything? Also u would prolly get hella paid cuz like its a GOVERNMENT job! It just seems lowkey fun.
I've been thinking about being a director for a while, ever since I've been hyperfixated on Saw and learned about its director and the life behind the movie. I think that it's really really cool, but there was a part of my life where I was skeptical, because I wasn't very good at communicating bad things or telling people to be/do something else, so I didn't think it was gonna work out. But that was only for a while, now I think that it's a possibility again.
If I were to make any movie ever, I have 2 answers: For my debut, I would want a boring movie just about people's lives. 5, or more, different teens and their lives through the same year in high school. Or a badly made arthouse gore flick but that would be unoriginal and lowkey boring.
But if I were given all the time and all the money in the world to make a movie then my answer would be a little different. I would want a spectacle with a good plot and understandable and fun characters and most importantly its fun and interesting and pretty with a GOOD PLOT that makes sense. I have a plot in mind but it's not finished yet so I don't want to share it.
I never ever want to be an actress. But it would be cool to be known as a character. Idk.
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THE FANTASY LIST:
1: Area 51
1.5: Area 51 Janitor
2: Director
2.5: Actress
THE UNFINISHED FANTASY LIST:
3: Zombie Apocalypse
4: Expiriment Gone Wrong
4.5: MY Expiriment Gone Wrong
5: Fight Club
6: Travelling the US with a Costume and a Wagon
7: Big Metal House with a Pihrana in my Pool
For stuff that I don't want to add in or random stuff i want to note about some of them or stuff that isn't important enough to be in the big thing

none yet :333